Alana


Let Go, Let LoveI have loved you for lifetimesLet Go, Let Love
Though sometimes I think you are clueless and others I am not sure Your eyes seem to know me deeply and intimately Your words are metaphors and riddles I for some reasons can not solve You show me so many different sides of you Quite honestly I love them all
I want to consume you and at the same time give myself completely to you I want to help you fly I want to be the air that breathes fuel into your fire I want to be the liquid in your lucid world I want to be the rhythm of your flow
The breathe of your soul
The light of yo


Slice of LifeMy spiritual journey has just begun and yet I feel as if I am in another fork in the road I look back and see a cylical cycle of the same things done time and time again I wonder if it truly is different this time aroundSlice of Life
Or if I have just found new vocabulary for the same old thing
I keep on finding myself to discover I have no clue who I am I try to re-invent me --- but I wonder why? who? what for?
I have tasted true pain and suffering. I have experienced so many facets of life. But still I feel empty. I feel incomplete. I feel lost.
What use


We all have a beastThe underrated beast steps on the podium It dismantles It is still powerful More powerful in its new formWe all have a beast
The beast grasps your heart Filters inside you
The beast makes your blood boil Brings blisters to your skin Scars your once flesh innocent skin
Takes the crispness out of the air And fills it with foul stench
Your hair falls out Your body rejects food Ooze pours out of you
You Lose


Confessions of a BohemianI am in a rut. A cyclical cycle leading to nowhere. Constantly in motion, But never on a path.Confessions of a Bohemian
My mind is on, But my future is off. So my mind fills with stress.
I am drowning in the shallow water of my fears. I am at war with my inner mind.
Frustration, rejection -- Rage! I have rage!
Nowhere to express myself;
No one to listen.
But the drive and the dream And mere familiarity keep me moving on.
Keep me in the cage. On the wheel. Constantly in motion.
All my energy seeping into a vat o
I really appreciate it
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"I own my fear
So it does not own me..."
If it isn't obvious, you are receiving this message because you are one of the people I am still watching. Just a friendly warning.
Best wishes,
Jon
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When all else fails, blame curiosity.
Much appreciated.
\m/
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~kiwi
for now i need sleeep
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
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